all my life

current mood: cold
current song: "the best of you"-foo fighters
all my life i feel like i've sat back and watched other people go away and live they life. damnit i hate that
i was watching "miami ink" last night, and i want a tattoo again. blarg. but i know i wont get one.
so eric dad and i are going to the bahamas in january for 4 days(12-15). holy crap the hotel were staying at....well lets just say im excited. i know its not a long vacation, but i dont care, its somewhere other than long island/new york/coldness
i got offered a job at the new starbucks in tanger for the winter/summer. i kinda wanna do it. i love marsha.
i kinda wanna go back to school. i miss those people.
i get to see kaleb later!
the weather absolutly and completly SUCKS!
i wanna go shopping so baddly. i need money!
im talking to themike right now. yay!





oh! wait for me to come home! i'll get a tattoo with you....we said we'd do that forever...and we never did! I know what I want to get! Or if you come to visit me sometime I know a really good tattoo parlor and I know the guy that we could go to, he's mad cool.